I feel like over the past few months I have been slowly but surely breaking down. The job, The money, The family stress, my loneliness, my broken bone, the decrease in my ability to preform as an athlete. It;s all been leading up to last week's total breakdown post.
Well, my spirit my be damaged, but it is NOT DEAD!!
IN FACT IT MAY BE ON FIRE!!!!!!
So Today I ban the fatigue, the nausea, the loneliness, the grouchiness, the negative.
All I know is that I will achieve my goals one tiny step at a time even with a broken leg.
QUADS OF STEEL HERE I COME.
Pregnancy is no excuse....it's just a lovely little reminder of why I want to make my life better.
So this morning I woke headed to my usual spin class only to be derailed by road closures and a shut down gym. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
So I paid 10 dollars and went the "fancy private club" I didn't think it was worth it AT ALL.
I took the spin class. I was the youngest one there. I definitely felt a few eyes on me and I'm just thinking, you know I'm 7 weeks pregnant with my 3rd child , I'm married and about to declare bankruptcy so I got a lot of baggage if you catch my drift! TAKEN. DON'T LOOK OVER HERE!!!
Mainly men 65+ which is fine. Hey more power to ya. Just not quiet my scene.
Small, stuffy room, no light. yuck