My husband and I have finally made the official decision for me to go to part time at my crazy stressful critical care nursing job now that I'm pregnant and for me to pick up one day a week as a home health nurse since an office job doesn't seem to be panning out. I feel relieved.
We went and had a meeting with my mom about our budget and she agreed to help us just for a little while until baby number 3 arrives. It's so hard to accept the help without feeling really guilty but we are between a rock and a hard place and really have no other option. She was thinking of retiring and now she can't so it's a bit of a big deal to me but I am so so so so so grateful. I can't really put into words how grateful I am. I am so relieved. My stress level has gone way down just knowing those 2 things. I feel like I might be able to relax just a tiny bit through this last pregnancy.